I didn’t realize at the time. I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so, I don’t really expect you to either. It’s just... I don’t even know.

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need, the one that I gotta have just to succeed. When I first saw you, I knew it was real. I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel. That wasn’t me; let me show you the way, I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today, I remember when I first looked into your eyes. I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt but I didn’t know I made everything worse. You told me we were crazy in love but you didn’t care when push came to shove. If you loved me as much as you said you did then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit. Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me, I loved you with my heart, really and truly. I guess you forgot about the times that we shared, when I would run my fingers through your hair, late nights just holding you in my arms, I don’t know how I could do you so wrong. I really wanna show you, I really need to hold you, I really wanna know you like no one could else know you. You’re number one, always in my heart and now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart. I know you gonna sit and play this with your new man and then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand. At times we were off I was scared to show you, now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you, without you, everything seems strange, your name is forever planted in my brain. I just wish everything could have turned out differently, I had a special feeling about you, I thought maybe you did too. You would understand, but…no matter what, you’ll always be in my heart.

And I do miss you, I just thought we were meant to be. I guess now, we’ll never know. The only thing I want is for you to be happy, whether be with me or withut me, I just want you to be happy.